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As I sit and compose this entry, I find myself thinking about how I always thought I would never be one to broadcast my thoughts and feelings via a forum like this. I've never been one to put things out for so many to see, however I find today that it be a necessity that i do, not as a plea for attention, nor a cry for help, but as an outlet. A means to get things of my chest and to say things I never thought I would say as I do not have a pre-disposition to experience what I have been feeling lately, which is depression. For a variety of compounding reasons, I feel as though depressed is what I have become. Not to the severity that is alarming, but one that is definitely beginning to affect my daily life. I, as I am sure many others have as well, have lost a lot over the past couple of years. Between people who I had become very close to and for one reason or another have pulled away, people who have passed away far too soon, and even people who are still present but the dynamic of the relationship and frequency of communication changing drastically have all taken their toll on me emotionally. Couple that with financial and professional pressures that have been mounting and that is what has brought me to this point today. I understand these are all part of life but the sheer weight and circumstance of each particular incidence has been difficult as they add up.

I said earlier that this wasn't a plea and it's not, at least not a direct one, however reading back I consider that maybe it is an indirect one in that I wish that things may change. That maybe some of those people who have pulled away will reconnect. Their absences have left a hole and I would love for them to not be afraid to take those steps, to open those doors, and become a part of my life again, in any capacity. For the relationships where the dynamics have changed, that they would settle into stability. These are the things which have caused me to lament for a while now, I'm not looking to illicit sympathy, I only hope that things will return to the way things used to be as much as possible.

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Ikibrii Featured By Owner 5 days ago  New member Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you, for the fave :D <3
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maltron66 Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Thanks for all those faves!:D (Big Grin) 
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Raix3D Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
thank you for the :+fav: :D
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Balandis-Meow Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav! Kuroneko Ruri Gokou (Neko Dance Nyaa) [V1] 
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Sockgirl1126 Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you (belatedly) for the watch! Have a llama :3
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TemeSasu Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014
Thank you for the Llama~ :3 :meow: :la:
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wolf12832 Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2014
Going to add any more pictures/vids/whatevers?
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Iloveguysbabe Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I've wrote series it's called the cursed shadow if plan on reading it make sure you read the first one
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ManFromAbora Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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HeikiC Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014
Hello sweetheart ~ It's a big pleasure for me to thank you for your favorite on my follow pictures : ''Yurika Todo: +Elegance+''. I really do appreciate it and I hope you loved it ! 

Don't be shy to come see my others pictures and cosplay and favorite them if you want. Never hesitate to leave me a comment, your opinion is really important to me ♥

Also, come add me in your Deviantwatch list if you love my work (if it's not already done), I'll welcome you in my followers with a big smile ~ * 

With love,
Kyuuheiki ♥
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